Just Pissed
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| Sat, 03-13-2004 - 11:00am |
I just said that i never get to see him and thats all I wanted. So he says that he's a prick and i might as well call him one too, I told him thats not what I think. He said he really had to go , he was doing important stuff. I asked him again about calling he said he told me he would so he will!!
Guess what? Didn't call, I sat up until midnight waiting for him, then i just got pissed and went to sleep. So now Im in a bad mood, and I am trying to not call him. Urghhhhh, of course i knew this would happen, but im mad anyway!!!! He knew when he hang up yesterday that i was mad. Maybe Ill just lay off and ignore him for awhile and see what happens. I mean I know he's busy, he's a big man in the service and has alot to do, but alittle phone call or email would be nice!!! Ok, im done now!! Thanks for letting me go!!
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Sorry to hear you're angry...risk you take with a MM, huh? Its hard to control those feelings and when you can't have him, even if you just want a brief phone call to know he cares, its especially tough. I know what you're going through and wanted to offer my support...take a deep breath and try not to worry about it. You'll hear from him sooner or later and the more you push him, the further away he gets. Good luck!!
Sorry to hear how pissed off you are. It's always so hard when you just want to talk to MM or see him or get a little something from him showing he's thinking of you as much as you are thinking about him. Sometimes I wonder how often I go through my MM's mind because he goes through mine every minute and I know he has opportunities to call or see me, but chooses to keep A a weekday thing. It gets so frustrating, but hang in there. He must have a lot going on right now. Go do something fun for yourself, like shop or hang out with friends. It helps me take my mind of MM. Hope your day and weekend gets better. Take care.
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