Just Pissed

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Registered: 12-23-2003
Just Pissed
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Sat, 03-13-2004 - 11:00am
Just mad at MM!!! I haven't talked to him in a week. So I called him yesterday while his wife was across the street. He said he was busy and he would call me later. He has been busy at work, wife is demanding right now, I want to see him, he just has no time.

I just said that i never get to see him and thats all I wanted. So he says that he's a prick and i might as well call him one too, I told him thats not what I think. He said he really had to go , he was doing important stuff. I asked him again about calling he said he told me he would so he will!!

Guess what? Didn't call, I sat up until midnight waiting for him, then i just got pissed and went to sleep. So now Im in a bad mood, and I am trying to not call him. Urghhhhh, of course i knew this would happen, but im mad anyway!!!! He knew when he hang up yesterday that i was mad. Maybe Ill just lay off and ignore him for awhile and see what happens. I mean I know he's busy, he's a big man in the service and has alot to do, but alittle phone call or email would be nice!!! Ok, im done now!! Thanks for letting me go!!



Hot

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-12-2004
In reply to: hot4uni
Sat, 03-13-2004 - 12:33pm
Dear Hot,

Sorry to hear you're angry...risk you take with a MM, huh? Its hard to control those feelings and when you can't have him, even if you just want a brief phone call to know he cares, its especially tough. I know what you're going through and wanted to offer my support...take a deep breath and try not to worry about it. You'll hear from him sooner or later and the more you push him, the further away he gets. Good luck!!
iVillage Member
Registered: 03-10-2004
In reply to: hot4uni
Sat, 03-13-2004 - 2:19pm
Hey Hot,

Sorry to hear how pissed off you are. It's always so hard when you just want to talk to MM or see him or get a little something from him showing he's thinking of you as much as you are thinking about him. Sometimes I wonder how often I go through my MM's mind because he goes through mine every minute and I know he has opportunities to call or see me, but chooses to keep A a weekday thing. It gets so frustrating, but hang in there. He must have a lot going on right now. Go do something fun for yourself, like shop or hang out with friends. It helps me take my mind of MM. Hope your day and weekend gets better. Take care.

ibc

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Registered: 12-23-2003
In reply to: hot4uni
Sat, 03-13-2004 - 3:38pm
Well now im really pissed, but now im mad at myself for calling him again today, after i said i wouldn't. So now he's at the golf course, which really makes me mad, cuz he told me that i need to remember that the weekend is for his family and home. blah, blah, blah!! Oh well, sorry for ranting, i know how he feels about me and i really know that he needs to relax, so i'll let it slide this time!!! LOL. thanks for your letters. I feel better now. And btw i did go shopping, got me some new shoes. H, daughter and I are going to Cal. next weekend so gotta have new stuff!!!

Hot