trying to hang in there... sooooooo hard
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trying to hang in there... sooooooo hard
| Thu, 03-18-2004 - 2:01am |
I am really getting wore thin on the patience. I don't know how much longer I can do this. Seems like I am the only one wanting this now. No contact is no good! I think it causes separation not togetherness. MM man is my best friend and even if we had no sex just talking would make me happy. grrrrrrrrrrr I have got to do something. Can't lose him without a fight! I know I need him in my life! Help before I do something stupid!

You know he cares deeply about you but he is going thru a separation or whatever, believe me, BTDT, it is very difficult time to go thru.
I went thru 8 weeks of NC this fall, and it was the hardest thing I've ever done probably. The only thing I will say is if you really can't resist the urge to contact him, just keep it simple, something like "thinking about you, hope everything is okay with you". That's what I did only a couple of times during the 8 weeks when I was at my wits end.
But at the end of the tunnel hopefully things will work out. Take care,
Dusty
Keep your chin up - I'm trying to think about the reunion!!
Just have faith and things will be okay !! Glad you're cheered up!!
Dusty