Thinking the Worse!
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| Mon, 03-22-2004 - 12:05pm |
I know, just by reading the posts on this board, that I'm not the only person here that will think the worse in certain situations.
My MM is due back from vacation tomorrow. I actually have butterflies in my stomach today, in anticipation of his return. I've missed him a lot during the past week.
The only problem is, I keep thinking the worse, and am actually thinking of different scenarios in my head about how he is going to end our relationship. Then I feel sick.
Why do we do this to ourselves?
He has given me no indication whatsoever that he is going to do this, in fact, he has told me things that he is looking forward to doing in the future, yet I can't seem to help myself.
I think I'll just feel better tomorrow, once I hear from him (I hope).
Anyway, this weekend I was really down. My H kept asking me what was wrong, but of course, I can't tell him.
Well, I just needed to get that off my chest. Keep your fingers crossed for the big day tomorrow!
Red

Just think about how great it will be to hear from him, see him etc. Last summer..my MM was away for two weeks w/the family! Boy..did I have every single scenario in my mind going! It will be fine..I bet he's looking forward to seeing you as much (if not more!)
I think it is because our relationship isn't "out." If we don't hear from them, we assume the worst. It's human nature, I suppose.