How long should I wait
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| Wed, 03-24-2004 - 1:25am |
So my young OM left a week ago tomorrow to go see his LDGF. I don't know for how long. I asked at one point (in a text message) but he didn't tell me. At this point in things we are one totally hot, fantastic night together and a lot of innuendo. We attempted to see each other again before he left -- I couldn't come up with a plausible excuse to get out of the house (on one of the two nights H had been home in 3 weeks) one night, and he was too busy with school, packing, and a birthday party the next for us to see each other. I sent him a message the night he was leaving..."I know you're sitting in the airport. Want to know if I will see you again after you get back." I have doubts of his conscience coming into play after time with GF (he seems to have far more guilt about this than I do). He anwered me back...minutes before stepping on the plane..."Can't answer that right now.... I always seem to crash sooner or later..."
So. Here I am now. It has been almost a week. I don't know how long he was intending to be gone for. I do know that neither of the two major law schools in town that offer part time/evening classes (I can't remember which one he attends) are not on break this week...breaks were actually two weeks ago. I am guessing he is back already...but I could be wrong. Maybe he wont be back till after the weekend.
Do I wait till next week to contact him - hoping I hear from him first (we always communicate via text message) or should I go ahead this week. I am so desperate to see him. My H has been home for a couple of days (leaves again tomorrow) and I have been avoiding sex with him. Can't stop thinking about OM and am just not interested in H this week.
Ugh...I am pathetic!!
