A big thank you to all of you. I appreciate your concern. This has been a decent week all things considered. I don't think I have many "easy" weeks ahead, but I am at peace with myself and my decision. I just need to get through these times without going crazy. I'm hopeful that maybe I will be able to see my OW in the next couple of weeks. It will involve me driving 3 hours to spend about 3 hours with her and then drive 3 hours back. But she is worth it.
My home situation is tense as would be expected. My W and I are able to remain civil with each other though. I look at her now and hope we are able to remain friends. I mean I care about her in that way and want the best for her. I know I'm putting her through the emotional ringer right now and I'm going through it too. But our love for our kids will help us get through it I hope.
I haven't been avoiding the board by the way. They've just kept me really busy at work and I've been talking to my OW on the phone most nights. I'll try to log on more to respond to posts. I really love having this community to lend and receive support when it is needed. I'm sure I'll need more support in the not-so-distant future. In the meantime, I'm just taking it day by day. Thanks again for thinking of me. :)
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My home situation is tense as would be expected. My W and I are able to remain civil with each other though. I look at her now and hope we are able to remain friends. I mean I care about her in that way and want the best for her. I know I'm putting her through the emotional ringer right now and I'm going through it too. But our love for our kids will help us get through it I hope.
I haven't been avoiding the board by the way. They've just kept me really busy at work and I've been talking to my OW on the phone most nights. I'll try to log on more to respond to posts. I really love having this community to lend and receive support when it is needed. I'm sure I'll need more support in the not-so-distant future. In the meantime, I'm just taking it day by day. Thanks again for thinking of me. :)
glad you're having a semi-normal week...
Went out and bought that book today..."Too Good..."
Can't wait to read it...
And then pass it on to my married friends...
((((((((((((((((OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY GOD maha)))))))))))))))))