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| Wed, 01-28-2009 - 6:22pm |
Hello, ive posted before on another message board but felt this was the better choice of the boards.
| Wed, 01-28-2009 - 6:22pm |
Hello, ive posted before on another message board but felt this was the better choice of the boards.
Hello....
I am sorry to read your story as it is obvious that you are torn apart inside and dealing with alot of emotions right now. I know how alone you can feel when you are dealing with something like that!
I could go on and on about how you deserve more and how this guy shouldnt need to schedule dinners with you to decide if he likes you or not, but I think deep down you already know that.
jlynn, thank you so much for your reply.
Thank you.
I think that is what makes you deal with it...the highs you get. But...the stand still will start to wear on you. Just remember that you cant control what he does...only what you do. And...if he does nothing - you will have to force yourself through losing him.
I know the hardest part is how right it feels. That is the worst part by far. I completely understand.
I hope I can make a decision too...I hate making decisions! LOL
Hang in there and anytime you need a pick me up....let me know!
First off - a merry-go-round would be a fun ride - what you are on is a 2000 mph rollercoaster stuck on a big loop over a cliff.
Blondegreen, you are way too far in your life to be going through this.