Moment of panic - need to refocus
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| Mon, 02-09-2009 - 10:35am |
Finally got my head in a better place than I was a few weeks ago. Have gotten to a point where I can handle that AP and I aren’t talking to each other everyday, 3-4 times a day anymore. 2-4 times a week is pretty much where we are at right now – and it seems that he is more likely to answer now when I call then before (also a little more likely to return the call if he missed it – although I am still the one who initiates most calls still – he is kind of paranoid that my H will see a missed call from him – which he did once and proceeded to call AP). Also he seems much more relaxed now and opening up a little more like he was when we started this – he had kind of shut down on me after our almost d-day in Oct w/ his W, which also was the last time we were able to see each other.

I so know where you are at the moment.
Today I ended up going over to my GF's desk which is other side of the office from mine - can't hear my phone if it rings from her desk. Had to
Great job!!!!
I know how it is fighting the urge to call...Once I think I called AP 10 times in a row...When we finally talked he said 'Aren't you going overboard with the calls?'...I just said 'Well I was bored!' and we laughed about it.
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