Getting nervous

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Registered: 12-24-2008
Getting nervous
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Sun, 02-22-2009 - 8:56pm
Well, it's getting closer to Monday morning...I'll face him for the first time in 4 days since his text telling me it was over. I've done pretty good all weekend...it hurts, but he's done this to me so many times I've had it. Even though I have so much I want to get off my chest and tell him off, I'm just going to ignore him like the last NC...really, what difference would it make anyway..he knows what he did, again I'm sure he will avoid me like the plague, because that's the way he is...he's a coward that will hide from conflict. It took him 3 months last time to work up the nerve to talk to me after f*cking me over last time. The only thing I can hope for is for him to lose his job and I wouldn't have to worry about ever having to face him again, but I'm sure that won't happen anytime soon. I will probably be coming back here a lot this next week for support or I suppose my move should be to EAS. Thanks to all for your advice and encouragement.
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Registered: 11-28-2007
Sun, 02-22-2009 - 8:59pm

Gabby -


Just wanted to send you strength and lots of hugs - you can do this - hold your head high - and yes - by all means - IGNORE him.


He hasn't earned one more thought from you - I know it won't be easy - but hang in there - and take care of YOU!

lightning in my heart

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Registered: 12-24-2008
Sun, 02-22-2009 - 9:52pm
Thanks, tgrbabe....I will definintely follow up and how it goes, although I'm sure it will be uneventful cuz like I said, he's a coward, but I will need to vent my feelings. I do not have ANYONE in my personal life I can talk to about this...none of my friends nor family know of what has been going on. I chose not to tell them because of everything that had happened in the past and how they were disappointed in me.
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Registered: 10-03-2008
Mon, 02-23-2009 - 8:16am
i hope you feel better ((HUGS))

"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss

"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss

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Registered: 01-17-2009
Mon, 02-23-2009 - 2:35pm

{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}


Wondering how today went.