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| Wed, 12-16-2009 - 7:47pm |
Okay I realize I'm in a PA only, But its been two weeks and NC from AP.
| Wed, 12-16-2009 - 7:47pm |
Okay I realize I'm in a PA only, But its been two weeks and NC from AP.
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Hi Non thanks for the reply!
I'm not actually new to A land.
I'm right there with you. It really sucks to have to feel like you're going to jump through the roof every time the phone rings.
I am in such a terrible mood today. Haven't heard from him in almost a week now. I am dying for some contact here. I want to text him, but I won't. I am left wondering when I'll hear from him again. I'm also in a PA only. It sucks. When I hear from him again, I'll be all giggly and happy. It's disgusting and sometimes I really hate myself. I've been slamming things around all day in such a bad mood and I think it's only because I am so angry at myself for not being able to get over this.
You're not alone. :(
Hi all thanks for the replies!
I did hear from him today.
That's okay, I use to instant message my XAP with non-sense stuff all the time, I wanted his attention and acceptance.
At the beginning of my A, I could feel myself getting emotionally attached very easily. I cried and cried for days when I hadn't heard from him for over a week after our second rendezvous. I was at the point of convincing myself that
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