Sad, mad, and fed up
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Sad, mad, and fed up
| Tue, 12-22-2009 - 9:52pm |
I have been wanting to see him more for a very long time. Was once every month or so, now it's every week. Problem is, I am not feeling really happy like I thought I would. I am worried and sad. I am worried because I can tell he has feelings for me and I don't want our A to end, which I am afraid it will. He hasn't told me he has feelings for me but I know he does. He has ignored a lot of my texts over the years and I am finally fed up to the point of not contacting him very much. Not caring if I see him. I am so confused. He told me tonight he wanted to see me tonight, but it isn't going to happen. I won't see him until next week and I don't give a crap. I want him to feel the way I have felt so many times. I just wanted to get that out. Thanks for listening.

Starting the mind games is easy but they lead to more heart break later.
My MM has little kids and he is a very good dad( a huge turn on for me!) and is giving all his time to them but we are in constant contact except we dont get to see each other often which sucks but definately worth the wait.we will make up when the holidays end.
((( hugs )))