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Numb with Worry
| Fri, 05-28-2010 - 5:00pm |
I've been in this A with MM for over 2 years now and things had just recently gotten to where we were so comfortable with each other.
| Fri, 05-28-2010 - 5:00pm |
I've been in this A with MM for over 2 years now and things had just recently gotten to where we were so comfortable with each other.
Thank you, kimber!
You're welcome, and thanks :)
With my AP and I, we would know about something happening, but not right away. And noone would bat an eye at either of us showing up for the other's funeral...(morbid thought, I know), BUT I've often wondered if in that situation I could contain my emotions. I would probably appear far more upset than just
OMG. This is my worst nightmare. I'm so sorry you have to go through this.
I already know how this scenario would go down. I would not be able to see him. He would not be able to see me.
I've been there, in small ways, when I got sick, really sick on Thanksgiving day. And I was at home, alone, endlessly throwing-up. And he wasn't there for me, when I needed him. I can't imagine dealing with something like Cancer.
I don't have any advise for you. I guess just write down how you feel.
I will know more in a week or so after his tests are complete.
I just wanted to say I am thinking of you and your AP.