Today Went From Bad to Good to Horrible

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Today Went From Bad to Good to Horrible
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Fri, 05-28-2010 - 7:08pm

The day started off with an early morning text from AP saying his son's babysitter was sick (I told you guys, something always happens when we're supposed to get together!), but he could still get together, just for a shorter time, this afternoon.

anotherseyes

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Fri, 05-28-2010 - 8:00pm

I'm so sorry, another. (((HUG))) You've got so much on your plate. Keep up with your T, take care of yourself...so you can take care of that kiddo. Chin up, girl. You've got some tough times to deal with, but many before have pulled through, and you will, too.


It's HARD getting out of a long-term relationship w/ history...I know how VERY sad it is...even if you know in your heart it's what needs to happen for the well-being of all involved. Another ((HUG))


I guess I should probably warn you, too, that the dynamics of the A will change drastically...sure you probably realize that. I know your AP has been dealing with some stuff...this will likely cause him to feel a little pressure since he won't be as available as you are in separated status...and you're likely to feel a little more needy of him with H pulling away. Something to keep in mind as you navigate the coming weeks.


Take care...

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Fri, 05-28-2010 - 8:21pm

Thank you, kimber.


My chest feels heavy, my head is pounding, and I feel like I could throw up.

anotherseyes

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Sat, 05-29-2010 - 4:49pm
Oh, wow!
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Sun, 05-30-2010 - 2:54pm

Thank you jane:)


It assuredly has been a rough couple of days.

anotherseyes

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Mon, 05-31-2010 - 5:20pm
(((Hugs))) anothereyes. I had no idea you've been going through this! I could have sent some positive healing vibes your way - will start doing so now. :-) Keep us updated - and I hope your relaxing time away cleared your head and made you calmer, sweetie...

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Tue, 06-01-2010 - 3:57pm

Thank you, lexi.

anotherseyes

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Wed, 06-02-2010 - 2:23am

Wow!

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Wed, 06-02-2010 - 4:18pm

"It'd be hard to stay fully in love with someone who is always keeping you guessing like that."


Aside from that, there's just been the verbal/emotional abuse over the years.

anotherseyes