Who ru, & what have you done with AP?!!!
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| Tue, 08-31-2010 - 8:24pm |
I think aliens have abducted him! LOL
Seriously though, he has been behaving so oddly lately....it's quite discombobulating! I'm not really complaining here, I'm just a little perplexed is all. It's hard to put into words really, except that I've been feeling a certain giddiness about him lately.....very sweet and lighthearted, and so reminiscent of how it felt in the beginning...you know, when you're both so absolutely flirty and into each other.
After last Saturday night, when I mentioned that he was acting very weird and was also very talkative.....well, he kind of went AWOL on the Sunday. At first I started getting ticked off, because to be honest, I'd just assumed that I'd see him like I usually do on Sundays. I was quite proud of myself as it took a fair bit of discipline NOT to text him...and I had

Thx iggy,
What a lovely thing to say! I am pretty happy right now and as I just told rayne, just gotta take it one day at a time.
I have to admit to sometimes feeling reluctant (in a way) of posting good news about AP and I, especially when it seems like so many here are riding that roller coaster like the bucking bronco it sometimes feels like being in an A is!
I just read that you have reached that place where you're ready to let your AP go. I wish you much strength to get through that face to face...and then to continue on with your dignity intact. Good on ya!
Hope you don't leave us too soon though....that's a tough bunch over at you know where
Oh bugger- I wrote a response but it didnt post! Ugh.
Yes they are tough 'over there' and im not sure Im ready to join them yet- Im not sure I can do NC. Also I havent done 'it' yet- but I have drafted the 'lets meet to talk' text.
Problem is- God knows when that will be! If I send it now- he's likely to say he's too busy to meet but he knows what I want to say etc etc and we'll end up breaking up by text! I'll wait until Monday when he may have a better week coming up.
But dont worry about sharing your good news story- we have all had them- thats how we got (and stayed) hooked :)
You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice. ~Steven D. Woodhull
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Thx lexi,
I like it when I'm happy too! It's still sometimes a battle, and it's not just AP...I've been suffering from this depression for so long, it's sort of hard to shake. The anti-depressants are really helping I think...well, for the most part anyway. Not to sound too pathetic, but it's really nice not to cry so much all the time :0) I still have my moments, but they are lessening.
I think I will have to "remind" him about our anniversary. I know that he doesn't celebrate his with the W, so I'm not sure what kind of response I'll get. I can't worry about that though...he's perfectly aware that I'm who I am, and I really dig stuff like that. What I find a trifle bizarre is the sentimentality I find myself feeling. For example: he drew me some hand drawn maps to guide me when he was working out of town for so long...I still have them. I kept a lot of receipts from all the places we've ordered dinner from (they have his name, with my address...lol) and I also have ticket stubs, etc...I was not like that with my H, at all. I did save one thing from him, it was the stamp from the letter he sent me when he asked me to move out here. I've actually contemplated tossing it, but can't quite bring myself to do it yet. One thing I have done was delete any photos of us together off of my FB page....a big step because there is NO WAY of ever getting them back. I've also taken my maiden name back (well, I've semi-started the process). I've done what I can that's free to do....just don't have the scratch to put out on something so inconsequential. My DD just moved and sent a mass email to all of us....I wrote her back to thank her for the update, and by the way...I've gone back to my maiden name. You know what she said? See, that's why you DON'T change your name! She is such a cool chick :-) I think I've also realized that AP really likes the fact that I ditched the married name....he likes referring to me as blank_blank...the whole thing, and I
Hi cali,
Thx! You know how I had mentioned it was our third anniversary in my post?Well,
Thanks lize,
I'm going to try and keep my head even though things are going so well. I've been here before...things are going great and then something happens and we end up fighting! I am trying to break that pattern though, it's absolutely exhausting and really hurts my head!
I hope you have a wonderful weekend, going back to refresh myself on your story now!
benska