6 Down, 4 To Go!

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Registered: 04-28-2010
6 Down, 4 To Go!
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Thu, 09-02-2010 - 8:48pm
Missing AP-he is on vacation this week and it is the first time we have gone so long without any contact-6 days! I've been pretty busy this week with kids starting school again, but whenever I have a free moment my mind drifts back to him. Especially at work since that is where we spend the bulk of our time together. The squirrels have been coming and going, wondering if he'll feel the same when he gets back or decide to stop this EA. He is on vacation with his W. Why is it us self confident, self assured, strong women begin all of this self doubt? Why do I need this constant validation of his feelings for me? His constant attention? Or else I feel like he has changed his mind. Normally I am just not like this at all. Enough whining-4 days to go and a long wknd at home with kids and H.
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Thu, 09-02-2010 - 8:51pm
Yeah concentrate on the long weekend (YAY!) It'll be over before you know it!

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Registered: 03-26-2010
Thu, 09-02-2010 - 10:42pm

With trying to get four kids back to school, I'm surprised you had a second to BREATHE much less think about AP!

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Fri, 09-03-2010 - 3:02am
hang in there and try to appreciate your beautiful family and the good you have in your life surrounding you in real time. when my AP used to leave for his family vacations, i knew that those deals were a part of the package. it is not easy to accept, but it is all a piece of the pie in affairland whether it
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Registered: 04-28-2010
Fri, 09-03-2010 - 9:35am
Thanks Jane-Wonder Woman I am not, just organized! It gets easier as they get bigger. If I remember correctly your D is still very young, 2 yrs? My youngest is 4 and oldest is 9 and they are very cooperative at this age.
Before we parted after lunch last Fri he told me he might text me when I told him I would miss him. I haven't heard from him and so am a little disappointed, but there is nothing I can do about that. My guess it is not because he didn't want to, but more that he couldn't because he is usually very attentive.
I do picture all sorts of bonding going on with his W and that is where the insecurities start to creep in. You are a better person than me Jane-I want him to have a nice vacation, BUT I am not happy about any bonding that might be going on! :)
Looking forward to Tuesday!