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Registered: 02-06-2010
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Fri, 09-03-2010 - 2:56am
if he weren't so cute, i would be having a complete fit by now. how do u you reconcile not being able to see your AP when u really really want to? it's been two weeks since our last visit and i don't even think we've had a real conversation in all this time, just a lot of emails, voice messages, etc... but we are each sooo busy, and on top of that sooooo very very careful, too. i sent him a note telling him that i am so glad we do not work together b/c i would be a mess if i had to see him so regularly, but then i realized this week: i am a freaking mess b/c i don't see him so regularly anyway. oi vey!!!! where is the happy medium? where is the effortless balance? i'm totally chubbing out b/c of the stress/lack of complete satisfaction. i should just start smoking, or drinking excessively. i think that might be a better vice than "him". UGH!! it is soooo frustrating sometimes!!!!
when one does not love too much, one does not love enough --blaise pascal
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Registered: 04-27-2009
Fri, 09-03-2010 - 6:00am

Hi Mariemariemarie2010,


I just take a deep breath and accept the situation...easier said than done I know but I've had a lot of practise this year...I understand how truly frustrating it is.


I'm hoping to see MM next week (only the third time this year) and he

katuk
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Registered: 02-06-2010
Thu, 09-09-2010 - 2:03am

i have been thinking a lot about your reply to me. u r lucky to have him tell u that he loves you. i am not there yet. i'm not even sure i want to be in love. am already in love with the H, and that isn't working out so good. lol



AP

when one does not love too much, one does not love enough --blaise pascal
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Registered: 08-24-2010
Thu, 09-09-2010 - 8:40am

I feel your pain...it has been over 2 months since I last saw AP (when we had been able to see each other 4-5 times a month for the last 8 months) and it is so hard on me.

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Registered: 04-27-2009
Fri, 09-10-2010 - 7:08am

Hi Marie



I am lucky, I saw

katuk