Update-He's Back from Vacation!
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Update-He's Back from Vacation!
| Tue, 09-07-2010 - 4:03pm |
EAP was back to work today after a week long vacation. He spent part of that vacation on a road trip with his W. The squirrels were running wild while he was away. I kept thinking when he came back, after all of that bonding time with W, that he wouldn't want to talk to me. I'm happy to say everything seems to be just like we left it. I was a bit hesitant at first, wanting to see how he reacted to me. He was fine and we caught up on our time apart throughout today via email, phone, and in person. He made a lot of effort to spend time/have contact with me. I told him I missed him while he was away. I'm glad things are fine, but I wonder, where do I go from here? I just am not sure if I have the energy for this anymore. I refuse to let myself get excited or hopeful for something that may never happen-for this to move to a PA. He will change work sites in 2 wks, so the contact will be limited and this may just peter out. I guess until then I will just keep doing what I have been doing all along, but try to be more detached emotionally. After 10 days with NC, I am not as consumed by this as I was before. I almost feel like it is futile and I should let it go...but part of me can't. Ugh!

You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice. ~Steven D. Woodhull
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Now I will focus on what I am going to do about my mess of a M.
I am sorry you feel this way !
My AP went away for work and it was just soo difficult but we stayed in contact.He called me many times a day.Once back,it doesnt seem he ever went away! But it does make a difference that my AP is S and I am the M one.
((((Hugs)))) jerseygirl!
I'm glad you got through his absence, and that things seem fine between the two of you now that he's back.
anotherseyes