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| Fri, 12-05-2003 - 7:03pm |
I don't know where to start. I've been married for 11 years. 3 kids a dog and a cat. Seven years ago, I found out that my husband had been meeting college girls while away on business. I confronted him on it, he apologized, I forgave him. Two years ago, I found gay porn on his computer. He had also signed up on an Adult Sex site that had personal ads as well as a gay personal site. I kept this new info inside until one day I just couldn't stand it anymore. I asked him about it and he just sat there. He wouldn't talk to me about it at all which just made me more upset with the situation. My trust with him is all but gone. I don't know what to do. I stopped being intimate with him because I just can't let him touch me. I'm so disgusted that I get physically sick whenever he tries to get intimate. I've asked him if he's gay and he says no. I've found porn on his computer as well as magazines, gay erotic stories he's written and posted online, and a dildo and KY jelly that he's used alone. I just don't know what to do anymore. He won't go to counseling and he won't talk to our clergy or someone he trusts. Help!
