I cheated on my boyfriend
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| Mon, 12-08-2003 - 12:25am |
Last week my roommates had a party here and although I wasn't really planning on attending the party I couldn't sleep through it so I joined them downstairs. I didn't get terribly drunk, so that's not any reason I did it. But anyways, one of the guys, "Bob" started coming on to me bigtime and I brushed him off the first time but after a while I got into it and I neglected to mention that I have a boyfriend. We had sex that night and then the next night too, last night I had him over for dinner. I don't understand how I let it go that far on the first night or why I'm acting like I want to have a relationship with him.
I want to break everything off with Bob and pretend it never happened but Bob's a teammate of one of my roommates, I can't just make him disappear and I'm afraid everyone, particularily Joe, will find out that I cheated on Joe. Joe's planning on living here for a month at the end of my lease, before we get a place of our own, while he looks for a job in this city.
What do i do? How can i fix this? I never want Joe to know about this. I feel terrible for what I did, but I don't think that he would ever forgive me, I can say with certainty that it will never happen again, I hate myself for doing this, I don't want Joe, my friends and my family to hate me for this too.
Also, my roommates are all guys, what are the chances that they won't tell my boyfriend about what I did when he's living here in April? They haven't met him yet, and they aren't really my friends either, I just rented a room and they happened to rent other rooms in the house. They definately know that I slept with Bob, I don't know if they know that I'm going out with Joe, he calls all the time now, but we were broken up during October and November (because of a fight about the long distance thing).

Well, it doesn't sound like you are all that ready for the commitment this guy is going to be giving to you.
James
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