Am I hopeless?
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Am I hopeless?
| Sat, 09-03-2005 - 9:52pm |
I feel like its hopeless. I don't think I'd feel so bad about my situation if I had atleast had some relationships in the past. Does that make any sense? I'm 24 and I've never had a relationship is that odd? It's not even like I have all of these chances, but I just not taking them. No one ever asks me out and I'm not brave enough to do that anymore. There are no guys in the program I'm in at school. There are alot of cute guys at work but none of them are going to ask me out and besides I really want to quit. I don't go out to bars because my dad is an alcoholic and swore I would never put my self in a position to get someone like him. I feel that because I'm fat, ugly, and my personality is lacking I will never have anyone (I don't always feel that way). I'm even on eHarmony, but I haven't gotten far enough through the process to actually talk to anyone. They are either sending up red flags that don't want or they send me closing messages. Ofcourse I automatically think its just a polite brush off but maybe they are pursuing another relationship. I just wish someone would ask me out. I sound so pathetic. Thanks for listening to me vent.

I don't think it's hopeless, and you aren't the first person to post woes like this.