What is he thinking?
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What is he thinking?
| Wed, 09-07-2005 - 3:32am |
I been seeing a man for 1 year. We both are single. He hasnt been with any in 5 years till I came along. He is very large man. 6'4 and 300 pounds. He is the nicest man I know.
He works as a trucker an isnt home much. But he calles when on the road. I see him 2 times a month. He said eh has told me about his life for he trusts me. Well , we get together its sex. talk and moveis at his house. He hates driving for he is driveing all the time. So I go accross town to see him. He said at one time he is scared to get too close as love. He was hurt to many times. Well, I thought Ok then I wont show I love him. Well, i got into public records and seen that he was telling the thruth about his exes and I slipped and said I see you were married and it was anulled in 1 month.
he said you checked on me.. I said NO i was looking for a friend with the same last name and Seen it. Ok i lied, but I told him I seen it. He woulndy talk to me for 2 months. then I get a letter and he said please call. I called and he said , "YOU HURT ME. I wasnt mad , Thinking I was lieing to you?" I said NO. I belive you. Well, we talked it was good, and back together but he has a new job. more out on the road. I have never spent the night at his house. I had never stayed there past 5 am. only go over after 10. He has no one. But I told him why cant we see eachother dureing the day? Your embaressed of me?He said NO way your beautifull. I think its his size that he dont want me to be seen with him.
Well, i got to spend the night finaly 2 days ago. was there at 1:00am, We slept , he had his arm around me so I didnt leave. I left at 8;30am. and he held me and kissed me .
Does he want me or not. I am in love, I would do anything for him.
try to talk to him is hard. He wont answer me in a way I want. I said fine Ill se others, he said NO PLEASE! why is it takeing so long to get him to let me spend time with him and in the day time? Like he dont want his ex to know I am there. She lives in the same tailer park. her name was on a box in his house. I felt hurt and he said he dont talk to her. what do I do? If I say I love you will he run after 1 year? or will I get my answer?
He works as a trucker an isnt home much. But he calles when on the road. I see him 2 times a month. He said eh has told me about his life for he trusts me. Well , we get together its sex. talk and moveis at his house. He hates driving for he is driveing all the time. So I go accross town to see him. He said at one time he is scared to get too close as love. He was hurt to many times. Well, I thought Ok then I wont show I love him. Well, i got into public records and seen that he was telling the thruth about his exes and I slipped and said I see you were married and it was anulled in 1 month.
he said you checked on me.. I said NO i was looking for a friend with the same last name and Seen it. Ok i lied, but I told him I seen it. He woulndy talk to me for 2 months. then I get a letter and he said please call. I called and he said , "YOU HURT ME. I wasnt mad , Thinking I was lieing to you?" I said NO. I belive you. Well, we talked it was good, and back together but he has a new job. more out on the road. I have never spent the night at his house. I had never stayed there past 5 am. only go over after 10. He has no one. But I told him why cant we see eachother dureing the day? Your embaressed of me?He said NO way your beautifull. I think its his size that he dont want me to be seen with him.
Well, i got to spend the night finaly 2 days ago. was there at 1:00am, We slept , he had his arm around me so I didnt leave. I left at 8;30am. and he held me and kissed me .
Does he want me or not. I am in love, I would do anything for him.
try to talk to him is hard. He wont answer me in a way I want. I said fine Ill se others, he said NO PLEASE! why is it takeing so long to get him to let me spend time with him and in the day time? Like he dont want his ex to know I am there. She lives in the same tailer park. her name was on a box in his house. I felt hurt and he said he dont talk to her. what do I do? If I say I love you will he run after 1 year? or will I get my answer?

I'm confused.
So the issue is that he won't take you out?
thats how we see it.
So. Now he has a job that he hates and isnt makeing money and lost almost every thing , his car ,his aol, his cable , phone , in the whole for bills..he has his house and cell phone for work left. within a week cuzz his truck broke down and he cant make miles and his boss has nothing for him now.. i told him go for another job . I dont think he went for one he wanted. No way to get there he wont exept help from me.
Its a give and take thing. I love him for who he is.. funny,, counrty boy.. and strong man. But now he is down and I feel bad for him.
Ill let you all know in a few weeks.
Okay, so his life pretty much sucks right now....what is he doing to fix it?