argh! yet again
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| Thu, 01-05-2006 - 10:16pm |
I'm just frusterated right now. I met this guy on Saturday and I know I shouldn't have slept with him, but it was new year's eve and well, I just thought "what the heck, i need something right now, anything!"
I've heard from his friends that he "may call me" and after hearing that, and hearing about all these red flags (he's a pot head, he mooches rides off of friends all the time, he's slept with other guys' girlfriends in the past...etc) I just frankly don't care if he calls now.
But the odd thing is, I know I'll feel a bit hurt if he doesn't call. As much as I'm sure I can do much better than him and he's probably a bit immature, I still want to be wanted.
I've seen other posts on here about women being frusterated or in a funk, and that's what I feel right now. I get so tired of seeing guys check me out and feeling like they're flirting with me, but then they never do anything or pursue me. And I try to stay open and friendly and approachable. I even make sure I look good when i go grocery shopping or walk to the convenience store. And the few guys I've managed to get up the nerve to flirt with or well, in that one case do a bit more than flirt with, don't stay interested or else it turns out they have girlfriends and "wish they were single."
It seems I'm constantly attracted to either losers or men that are already taken.
And damnit, i have a blister on my heel from walking in my new running shoes. I'm just not in a good mood tonight.

You want him to call so you can be the one to reject him instead of him rejecting you.