remind me why calling him is the worst..
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| Fri, 08-19-2005 - 4:15pm |
thing I could do. I dont know why lately Ive been feeling kinda sorry for my ex when he was the one who disowned our son and blamed me for having to do it. Is this feeling normal. I find myself wondering if he's okay. And it does bother me that he's losing all this time with the baby. I know Im not 100% over him but the last two months of no contact have been good for me.
Funny thing is last summer he made a baby with the woman he cheated on me with, we had already broke up. He said it was because "I" was keeping our son from him, she got pregnant with twin gir0ls, he left and later said it was a mistake getting her pregnant. He thought we were through for good. But he then moved on to a 21yr old.
Well now here we are a year later and he's said it again that Im keeping our son from him and although he cant replace his first born son he can damn sure have another one and that's just what he will do. I can keep our son, he has his girls and he'll just deal with them. How can he say that. But yet he said the pregnancy was a mistake. He's told me he has so many regrets and so many things to be sorry for. I thought he was beginning to learn from his mistakes and then he comes out with this about our son. And here I am like a fool feeling sorry for him. It makes no sense. He's the one being a selfish jerk. Why do I feel sometimes like I should contact him and ask if he plans to truly stay out of our son's life forever. My son deserves a good father. How can he just walk away for our son like that.

If you want to call him because you miss him and you want to know how he's doing, don't.
Funny thing is last summer he made a baby with the woman he cheated on me with, we had already broke up. He said it was because "I" was keeping our son from him, she got pregnant with twin gir0ls, he left and later said it was a mistake getting her pregnant. He thought we were through for good. But he then moved on to a 21yr old.
Well now here we are a year later and he's said it again that Im keeping our son from him and although he cant replace his first born son he can damn sure have another one and that's just what he will do. I can keep our son, he has his girls and he'll just deal with them. How can he say that. But yet he said the pregnancy was a mistake. He's told me he has so many regrets and so many things to be sorry for. I thought he was beginning to learn from his mistakes and then he comes out with this about our son. And here I am like a fool feeling sorry for him. It makes no sense. He's the one being a selfish jerk. Why do I feel sometimes like I should contact him and ask if he plans to truly stay out of our son's life forever. My son deserves a good father. How can he just walk away for our son like that.>>>>>