OMG! You ladies are amazing!!! TYTYTY
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OMG! You ladies are amazing!!! TYTYTY
| Thu, 03-23-2006 - 7:41am |
Hello,
I just had to write this morning after being up all night writing yet another one of my angry letters to H. I came down and found another one of your inspiring letters. These past few days have been HELL and I know it's just the beginning but it sure helps to feel like you are not alone! Each one of you wrote such helpful words of wisdom and I thank you, for I know it comes from your own hard road traveled. I truly don't know how I will get through but knowing I can come here makes it so helpful. Being so shell shocked right now and having people around me also feeling that way about H leaving, is making me so angry! I feel as if he really chose himself over his family and children. I can't put on a happy face anymore when he is here as if it's alright. By doing that I was making it so easy for him to come & go as he pleases. Not too mention, that I am so angry at him! Did I mention that already LOL!!! Tonight is therapy where he thinks we'll civilly be discussing the kids...and all will be AOK. I don't know how the guilt of destroying something so important and quite possible knowing your actions will result in your family having to move out of their house is unbelievable to me!!! You really never know someone!!! Well, I just wanted to say thanks again and wish you all a peaceful journey ahead~
JNSMOM
I just had to write this morning after being up all night writing yet another one of my angry letters to H. I came down and found another one of your inspiring letters. These past few days have been HELL and I know it's just the beginning but it sure helps to feel like you are not alone! Each one of you wrote such helpful words of wisdom and I thank you, for I know it comes from your own hard road traveled. I truly don't know how I will get through but knowing I can come here makes it so helpful. Being so shell shocked right now and having people around me also feeling that way about H leaving, is making me so angry! I feel as if he really chose himself over his family and children. I can't put on a happy face anymore when he is here as if it's alright. By doing that I was making it so easy for him to come & go as he pleases. Not too mention, that I am so angry at him! Did I mention that already LOL!!! Tonight is therapy where he thinks we'll civilly be discussing the kids...and all will be AOK. I don't know how the guilt of destroying something so important and quite possible knowing your actions will result in your family having to move out of their house is unbelievable to me!!! You really never know someone!!! Well, I just wanted to say thanks again and wish you all a peaceful journey ahead~
JNSMOM

YW YW YW YW!!!
Nope... you're not alone.... keep hangin in there!
Karen ~ wildlucky4me
Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~