will the pain ever end?
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will the pain ever end?
| Sun, 01-27-2008 - 1:27am |
It was a month ago on the 25th that he asked for a divorce. He has a new girlfriend that is trying to replace me in my 3 yr old sons life. She calls me names and my ex takes our son from place to place. I have no idea where he stays. In fact there are three places he takes our son to stay. I try so hard not to love him still but I come home to an empty house on the weekends ( our son goes to my ex on the weekends). I have court on the 31st. I can't sleep because I keep replaying that day and thoughts of him holding his new gf and here I am in this cold bed alone. I have talked to a church group but nothing can ease my sorrow. I still feel like I need him even though for 5 years it was nothing but "your fat, your f'ing stupid" now it's "no man will want you, your ugly, you never made me happy, (new girlfriend) is more woman than you and makes me happier than you ever did!" I'm broke! My heart, my spirit, my will. Any advice will be greatly appreciated. Right now we can only file for legal separation because we haven't been in CA for 6 months. I have to wait to April to file divorce then another 6 months until it is final! My heart can't take much more!

Oh man! I cant imagine anyone talking to me, about me, in those terms.
Your self confidence sure takes a hit when a relationship ends, no matter whom leaves whom.
I agree, get out there.
WOW...thought I was reading my story. My ex and I were
As painful as this is, you have got to get your game face on.