I'm pathetic

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Registered: 09-24-2008
I'm pathetic
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Wed, 09-24-2008 - 1:23am

I really don't know what to do. My husband was great for a year or so and now I hate him. I won't go into details because it would be too long.


But I'll give you today. I had a miscarriage yesterday so I was upset and had a few beers. He yelled at me for everything I said and told me "the beer was talking". He said this because I got mad that he grabbed a plasic coke bottle cap out of my hand telling me it was dangerous (like I'm 2). I'm too upset to post. Sorry everyone, just say what you have to say and maybe I can make more sense in a little while. I'm just soooo stressed.

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Registered: 09-24-2008
Wed, 09-24-2008 - 1:34am

Ok, I can tell more now without going crazy.


I work, and he doesn't. We don't have kids, he just refuses to work. We don't get along most of the time, he always just tells me how I'm doing everything wrong. Now he's mad because I had a miscarriage. I'm always in trouble.


I do love him, but we just don't get along and he acts like he's 18. I filed for a divorce but I'm afraid to finish. I don't want to be alone.

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Registered: 08-21-2008
Wed, 09-24-2008 - 4:16am
Don't worry about being alone. My STBX always threatened to leave and I thought I would be devastated if she left. Turns out it was the best thing to ever happen to me and the new found happiness far outweighs any thoughts of loneliness I might have. The only part that hurt me is when she left she took our child and I have been going through a nasty custody battle so I still have to have her in my life. Sure its hard when you are used to having someone to cuddle with in the morning but it does get easier. Good luck.
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Registered: 03-26-2003
Wed, 09-24-2008 - 4:10pm

Remember, alcohol is a depressant.

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Registered: 09-24-2008
Wed, 09-24-2008 - 10:59pm

Wow I was crazy yesterday. I'm sure trying to drink everything away didn't help either. I just needed to vent I guess.


I'm still not sure if we're going to go through with the divorce, but I can think clearly now and I can figure it out. Thanks for responding to my crazy rant lol :)