Last night in the house together...
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| Thu, 10-16-2008 - 9:28am |
Even though I think that we are doing the right thing and know that we will both be happier, I am extremely sad that this is the last night that we spend under the same roof. I guess the reality of it all is kind of crashing down on me. I thought I was fine, ready to go through this, actually counting down the days till he was out and I had some peace. But we have been together almost 9 years and I am really, really sad today.
I have to imagine that this roller coaster of emotions is totally normal and that there are many more to come. But all I can think about is getting through today and tomorrow morning.
Fortunately, I have 2 work events after work tonight so I won't have to be here in the evening. I really did not expect these feelings. I am always the rock and I just feel sick today.

Karen ~ wildlucky4me
Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~
Well, it has been a roller coaster.