I am losing all hope.
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I am losing all hope.
| Tue, 10-21-2008 - 4:48pm |
I am going to be 40 in one month and am getting a divorce. He left me, and I have had two miscarriages and no kids, no healthy family (all alcoholics and in mental hospitals). I escaped them, worked my out of there through lots of schooling while working FT. Yet here I am, alone, no kids. I can barely function at work, I think they think I am nuts there after my constant leaving to go cry in the bathroom. Can't afford to take time off or lose this job. Have a therapist, but the pain grows and hope diminishes more everyday. What can I do? I want to die, I can't stand more empty hopeless days. I was keeping busy until now, now I can't do it anymore.

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I know what it is like to feel completly alone and in so much pain. i can tell you things are not easy but they do get better. Please take some time to think and focus on you and all that you have done and overcome throughout your life. Life is a work in process just be sure to love yourself -
take care and post often- it helps to know that others are thinking and praying for you
((((I will )))))
THANK YOU!
I can't believe others have gone through this and survived. Thanks for sharing your story.
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