My conclusion
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| Mon, 03-03-2008 - 2:13pm |
I want to thank yall for always being such a great form of support! I just hope that I can live up to yall's example.
I have calmed down alot since earlier this morning.I have spent most of the morning running things through my head. I know I am going to take a little time for myself.The last couple months with C has been amazing and heartrending. I know that also to a single mother the biggest enemy she has is loneliness. I know I am not alone in this and everyone here prob has a good dose of that occasionally.I think I am going to try to invest more of my time and energy into productive things.I had started committing myself to making a better me and I plan on throwing myself in whole heartedly.
My conclusion is..I am not going to settle with a man that will accept me for anything less than I am and give anything less than I deserve. It runs through my head that there isnt any good ones left but I know that cant be TOTALLY true..I look at my dad. Its find that other part that compliments..not COMPLETES....I need to work on completing a few of my gap in my own self before I might be able to find someone that compliments me.

Very good - I think you are totally on the right track with these thoughts!! And of course we all have our lonely days - mostly when not with DS or on weekend nights.
"I am not going to settle with a man that will accept me for anything less than I am and give anything less than I deserve."
YES YES YES - a million times yes. And not all of the good ones are taken - you only need the one that is good for you! He is out there - there is probably more than one - you just have to get out and expand your life and make it easy for one to find you.