PacSun - I have to agree with Moon's thoughts here - now that you have had some time to think on your own - what are you thinking about you and BE?
Because to be honest, I would not like the drama with the family/friends, the drinking and then the stuff with BroomHilda. But that is me - and everyone knows I am so picky it is silly.
Be true to yourself!
And of course he misses you when you are not there - but do you really think he has what it takes to make the long haul? Because it is easy to be a warm body over the short haul.
I am glad your mom is okay - that is wonderful that you will go and visit her with DD while your dad is away!!
now that you have had some time to think on your own - what are you thinking about you and BE?
To be really honest, I feel that if I was more financially secure and had a better social network here in town I would be in a more secure and sure in my decision to walk. Its like I know whats best, but am fearful of falling without the safety nets of stability and lots of friends yet.
I know that I can MAKE these things happen- I can get another job and start going to these meetups and stuff. I think that when I feel strong and safe it makes my decison to be alone easier. KWIM?
But Pacs... just how secure has BE left you feeling lately?
((((((((hugs))))))))))) to you all the same, girlfriend.
Isysmoon- that is NUTS about your friend and husband- and ex GF!!! After all she is doing with him and for him with his health, and he's spending that much time talking to an ex???
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Pacific,
She takes out his cell phone and sees 50 minute phone calls to his ex GF.
who has put the Alanis away in exchange for Joplin today
PacSun - I have to agree with Moon's thoughts here - now that you have had some time to think on your own - what are you thinking about you and BE?
Because to be honest, I would not like the drama with the family/friends, the drinking and then the stuff with BroomHilda. But that is me - and everyone knows I am so picky it is silly.
Be true to yourself!
And of course he misses you when you are not there - but do you really think he has what it takes to make the long haul? Because it is easy to be a warm body over the short haul.
I am glad your mom is okay - that is wonderful that you will go and visit her with DD while your dad is away!!
Snake! I would have gone to that OR room and pulled the plug. Ohhhhh did I say that????
She was thinking the same thing only she said she ought to put some potassium in his Ash catheter.
(((Hugs))) to you as always....
They always realize the good when it's gone.
now that you have had some time to think on your own - what are you thinking about you and BE?
To be really honest, I feel that if I was more financially secure and had a better social network here in town I would be in a more secure and sure in my decision to walk. Its like I know whats best, but am fearful of falling without the safety nets of stability and lots of friends yet.
I know that I can MAKE these things happen- I can get another job and start going to these meetups and stuff. I think that when I feel strong and safe it makes my decison to be alone easier. KWIM?
Plus she manages his appointments and takes care of the bills that insurance doesn't cover.
But Pacs... just how secure has BE left you feeling lately?
((((((((hugs))))))))))) to you all the same, girlfriend.
Isysmoon- that is NUTS about your friend and husband- and ex GF!!! After all she is doing with him and for him with his health, and he's spending that much time talking to an ex???
~shrimpy
"A man who wants something will find a way; a man who doesn't will find an excuse." ~Stephen Dolley Jr.
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