How many tokens did this ride cost?!!

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Registered: 10-24-2006
How many tokens did this ride cost?!!
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Thu, 09-11-2008 - 1:08pm

OMG......


OK. SO. WOW. Where do I begin??


Tried to break things off with MM as I really feel this is unfair to him, he wants, much, much more than a casual relationship. We talked for over an hour on the phone today and he laid it all out for me. His feelings, how regretful he is about not speaking up sooner about his feelings, his inability to communicate and he apologized for it over and over, that's he was really working on it, didn't want to lose me. Would never chase or compete for a girl, but he just couldn't seem to give up on me either and didn't want to. He begged me to let him come over tonight and I felt like such a heel. I told him I needed a couple weeks to sort through stuff, as I really was feeling horrible and guilty about us being so un even on the feelings scale. I like him. But something is missing. WHAT IS THAT SOMETHING?!


NC called, he was on nightshift and wanted to swing by. I told him I couldn't because...........I was going out for pool & wings with............... MR.RCMP. He got back into town last night, came over to pick me up (my cousin was coming over after she got off work to sleep over so I could go out for a bit. The sexual electricity was palpable when Mr.RCMP came over. We sat ont he couch, chatted, had a couple beers.... then started to make out. OMG I MISSED this guy soooo much. When my cousin got there, and we were able to leave, we bee lined to his hotel room. We spent a couple hours just cuddling, making out, a lil HP but no sex. It felt really good to be in his arms again. AGAIN he said all the right things and this time I called him on it face to face. "Why didn't you call?" "Why would you disappear for days or even weeks, when I knew you weren't at work, but you wouldn't at the very least email a quick note?" and he was honest. My ***BIGGEST*** complaint about Mr.RCMP wasn't the distance his job created for our relationship, but his horrible communication skills. Together, or on the phone or even msn chat, he was wonderful and communicated and talked about his feelings freely etc. But when he got down about our situation, the distance, his job, etc, he would hole up for days and days and not let me in. He said he recognizes this wasn't the best way to do things, but he did it. He said he really wants to figure out a way to make us work and would I please let him back in. My

 

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Registered: 08-23-2006
Thu, 09-11-2008 - 1:21pm
Wow, when it rains, it pours!!!
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Registered: 10-30-2004
Thu, 09-11-2008 - 1:31pm
Oh Wow!!
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Registered: 03-26-2003
Thu, 09-11-2008 - 4:51pm

Whew!

 
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Registered: 03-19-2008
Fri, 09-12-2008 - 8:40am

Theres nothing wrong with you. Nothing at all. We all want that. If I could take my ex boyfriend's energy mix it with RG's looks and smile and with EMT's personality I would have the perfect man. But then again he would be so perfect that every other woman would want him. I dont like competition. Speaking of competition, I dated a guy I describe as the complete package. He had it all, looks, body, personality, house, dog. But I lost him to a woman who 'made herself available' before I did. Thats what seeing the perfect man gets

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