friday's kiss and tell
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| Sat, 11-15-2008 - 11:32am |
Friday's date was sooo much fun. It felt like a Saturday to me since i had the day off. I started by cleaning up the house (a job that's never done *sigh). MM and i were in almost constant communication yesterday via email.. he also had the day off.
So, i met him at his house around 5 pm. And um, yes, things got heated and our kinda plan turned into... let's hit the bedroom first. Actually, i thought that was a good plan ... to finally ease that tension betweeen us that had been building for weeks. I feel real good, too... I thought it was funny and yet a compliment that MM said he can't believe i was ever shy. So, shyness can be overcome and in fact turn completely around. I attribute it in part to getting older and knowing what i want and not being afraid to express... i'm talking about sex but also life in general. After all the brainiac stuff and how MM stimulates my mind, i'm so pleased that we had such physical passion, too. Just makes me feel like our relationship is fullfilling and complete. We have the mind and body attraction. so cool!!
Then we showered and got ready to go out for sushi. Yummy. We were like our own meetup at the sushi place... and by that i mean, able to talk about all kinds of stuff and laugh at each other's jokes. Lots of fun! We both had a sake bomb. Very tasty drink...
Next was meeting up with the group... it was so nice to see so many friends. I did a signature move and spilled a drink on someone. It was water and my jacket knocked it over when i gave someone a high five. It's a good thing these people really like me and forgive me for my goofy mishaps. I still felt weird about the group knowing that MM and i are dating (and now sleeping together)... wasn't sure how much they need to know or if it's still on the down low... of course they don't need to know the intimate details but i'm sure everyone can guess (since we're always together) that we are dating. He still gets hit on by other woman.. but i also get hit on by the other guys in the group too. So i guess we are even in that regard and i won't get jealous or nervous about it. I have a strong feeling that MM is wanting a relationship and that he only thinks of me and that he's very happy with me... so i'm going with that feeling and ignoring the paranoia.
After that we went back to his place and snuggled some more... just talked and eventually fell asleep. It was raining very hard and felt so good to be snuggled in his arms while listening to the

"Just makes me feel like our relationship is fullfilling and complete."
What relationship? Did I miss that thread? Did he actually commit to something?!?!
mom_uk2socal - Mom to DS22, DS19, DD16
Sounds very nice.
i'm actually NOT feeling the emotional rush that i was afraid of... rather i feel like a conquerer LOL... like i got ME some..... the sexual tension was driving me insane but now i feel relaxed.
yes, i may be in for a painful heart break. i am aware of this and i remember this time how much that hurts. i'm taking a chance but it's one worth taking i feel. i was NOT disappointed with friday's date (but i'd be lying if i said i didn't think he was going to be of a um... bigger size... um... it was great. he was great and i'm not complaining)....
i think he will end up missing me tonight and that he is sooo close to the "talk"... if i'm wrong, i have no regrets. i might drown myself in some young hottie to get over him... that won't work and then i'll just be reflective for a few months... but overall, i have faith. i will survive and i'm always learning... always living.
sorry Al, if i don't take advice very well... i do appreciate it nonetheless.
Loonybunny
I had to chuckle at your size comment though. I was recently reading a book & in it a woman's gay friend told her you can tell how big he is by the way he walks- I have yet to trial this! LOL
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Well, I'm glad you had a great evening and enjoyed your nakie time, LOL.