tee hee.. even more encouraging stuff

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Registered: 03-25-2002
tee hee.. even more encouraging stuff
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Sat, 11-22-2008 - 10:48pm

yes, i'm excited and feeling good about things between MM and I...


so here's the scoop.... I had some bizarre dream during my dinner break nap on Friday... so bizarre that i emailed the description to MM.. he wrote back asking if i felt "out of control" because much of the dream suggested as much (ie... couldn't move, couldn't see well, kept crashing a car, ... to name a few).


the dream served as a springboard to talking about how i feel... which is not afraid necessarily but uncertain.


I was encouraged by his response. He said he felt things were exciting between us. AND he said he was not uncertain about us but about the future, which is normal. so in a way that answered quite a few of my own uncertainties. he sees an us. tee hee. that is exciting.


and most importantly is that i'm not afraid. not feeling paranoid, jealous or freaked out. i feel happy and comfortable that things are developing ... sure slowly, but i'm cool with that... yay.


Loonybunny

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Registered: 03-19-2008
Mon, 11-24-2008 - 7:13am

Yep, he's a slow mover and I think he likes it that way. Has he mentioned exclusive yet?


Laurie

anonymous
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Mon, 11-24-2008 - 12:28pm

no... i'm still optimistic and not worried yet... when it's right it will come up.


yesterday i had to cancel a rendezrous.... i had made pumpkin pie. he seemed very interested so i tried to get a sitter so i could bring him a piece. it didn't work out. i felt bad and disappointd... felt like maybe this is the reason he's slow moving cuz of my busy schedule and sometime plans not workint out etc..


he said he was cool with it and said, pumpkin pie tastes better the next day anyway... i thought that was sweet of him to say. he said he understands (which i hope he does).... so tonight he's meeting me for my dinner break and i'm hoping to go to his house later with that pie....


when the exclusive talk comes up.. i'll be sure to announce.. and eithr i'll