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| Mon, 11-24-2008 - 8:17pm |
MM is totally blowing me away with his sweetness...
so, i was having a hectic monday morning.. and feeling like a nice hug and kiss from MM would make me feel better. Okay, that thought only made me feel worse because i don't like feeling "dependent" on someone else to feel better.
well, he was having a similar bad morning and sent me and email stating so.... so i was able to respond and said... "is it okay that i think a kiss from you will make me feel better?"
he had the most, the BEST response... he sent a kiss and said yes it's okay. and sent another email stating "Trust me... if a kiss from me will make your day better, then a kiss you will have :)"
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!

Dont ever feel bad about how you feel. I think with MM you can express them too. Glad to hear things are going well. I like reading your posts.
Laurie
yes, i was feeling like i could express my feelings to MM
so... last night we had a little pillow talk. here's what i took from the conversation (bullet points are my way of sorting my thoughts)
1- he appreciates the effort i've made to make time for him. as you might recall, that was one of his worries when we first decided on friend zone. but he said he's been impressed with me since then... sees my effort as geniune and clearly signals to him that i want to spend time with him.. to be more than just friends. i expressed my worry that what little time i have won't be enough for him ... and he responded by saying "it's been worth it."
2- he knows i have good intentions. i'm genuine. i gather he's been with women who took him for granted or sought to manipulate him for their own gain. i don't do that and in fact i'm very open with him (because i trust him, which is new for me). i ended up sharing how i've had trust issues in the past but with him i don't seem to.. that his words always match up to what he does. i can tell he's a good guy. he said that means a lot to him. my gut tells me he won't ghost or turn on a dime.
Sounds good...I'd just watch out for 'subtle hints.' None of us are mind-readers, nor should we be expected to be. Tell him to state or ask...no subtle hints.
Keep the updates coming...
~C~