Dying for MM

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Registered: 04-21-2006
Dying for MM
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Fri, 05-19-2006 - 4:55pm
hey ladies I just want to vent about what's going on with me.
I have a BF but have taken on an affair with MM. We haven't had sex yet (I hope) and have exchanged very naughty emails, and even fulled around a little. While at work we text to each other about things we want to do to one another. This has been going on for a few months now.
The problem is that I just want to explode b/c I want him so badly. Our emails are extremely graphic, and it satisfies our desire to express ourselves sexually. And we've kissed and we've touched each other. He smells so good, and his lips are wonderfully plump and soft I just want to bite the s**t out of him (ok not literally). But I just don't know how much of the teasing I can take, b/c I'm literally about to explode. I want him so bad, my whole body desires his. We've talked about going to a hotel, but, b/c of our SO's we haven't gone through with it.
It becomes extremely hard when we see each other b/c all we want to do is rip each other's clothes off and go at it. Damn it! This sux.

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Registered: 04-14-2003
In reply to: maggie_sue
Fri, 05-19-2006 - 6:04pm

You didn't ask for a guy's point of view here so I won't give it...however, I will say that I have enjoyed reading the exchanges between you and bi-girl. Really hot.

David

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Registered: 04-21-2006
In reply to: maggie_sue
Fri, 05-19-2006 - 6:45pm
well thank you David. ;-) It's finally nice to hear a woman be so sexual and so free. I enjoyed my conversations with her as well.
I wrote this blog b/c I wanted to vent. There is really nothing that can be done about it because he and I have rules, which we both abide by. The main one being that if either of us wants to break it off, or not do something for whatever reason, that it is not going to happen and the other must respect it.
We go back and forth and it's fun and exciting, extremely hot, and at times it slows down, sometimes we try to stop it completely. But we always manage to go back ot it.
And ever since we crossed that line where we touched for the first time, the anticipation has been escalating. And now we are here, where we both want each other and have spoken of ways to get to it, but it never really manisfes itself.
In a way that's a great thing. For one because none of the fantasies we've created can ever be destroyed, or made to think less of each other due to fallen expectations; and second because we will always know that nothing really happened.
Feel free to let me know your thoughts. Opinions are always entertaining. :-)
M-S
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Registered: 04-14-2003
In reply to: maggie_sue
Fri, 05-19-2006 - 6:48pm
Perhaps you would check my profiel and let's talk about it more personally. I have been in your guy friend's shoes on several occasions and would gladly give you my two cents worth. by the way, is your friend married?
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In reply to: maggie_sue
Fri, 05-19-2006 - 7:09pm
Did not mean to push you away by suggesting we might continue our discussion via e-mail. Sorry! I once worked in an office where a secretary and I flirted like crazy for along time literally driving each other nuts like you have described. It finally got to the point where neither of us could stand it anymore and we gave in. Little shy about sharing details here....not sure why. Have had other situations with with ladies I have worked with over the years but as I said...little bit shy and also a little afraid of getting caught by someone I know or my wife.
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In reply to: maggie_sue
Fri, 05-19-2006 - 7:10pm
yup. that he is.
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In reply to: maggie_sue
Fri, 05-19-2006 - 7:18pm
smart guy
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In reply to: maggie_sue
Fri, 05-19-2006 - 7:41pm

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Registered: 04-21-2006
In reply to: maggie_sue
Fri, 05-19-2006 - 7:58pm
I completely understand and yes I do know about those boards. But I can't talk about sexual activities there b/c of the TOS. Why I am here.
Whether or not you approve of what I am doing, I'm not talking about fidelity here, I'm talking about sex, like everyone else.
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Registered: 10-14-2003
In reply to: maggie_sue
Sun, 05-21-2006 - 4:54pm

Because it's an affair, you may be received better if you talk about the affair aspect on the affairs boards, and the sex aspect on the sex boards. They don't want to hear the sexual details there, and the people on this board will by and large not condone your affair. If you're talking about sex with someone, that's one thing, but talking about sex with a married man who does not have his wife's permission is not going to go over as smoothly.

And by the way, TOS is the same here as it is there- it's a matter of whether what you're talking about is relevant to the board's topic.


"In Civilization and Its Discontents, Freud argued that civilization is founded on the repression of instincts. It now seems clear that one of those instincts leads us away from monogamy. Whether we choose to follow, on the other hand, is up to us."
-Dr. David P. Barash and Dr. Judith Eve Lipton,
"The Myth of Monogamy"

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Registered: 04-21-2006
In reply to: maggie_sue
Sun, 05-21-2006 - 7:49pm
which I am.

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