I don't know what to do????
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|Tue, 07-20-2010 - 4:33pm|
I have always had trouble blanceing life. I want a better life. I need to quit smoking. I need to do lots of things. I'm better off today thou than I was a year ago. I've got one problem I need some advice on.
I've been in a relationship with a man for 3 years. There is a part of me that wants to just never talk to him again. Wish him luck and happiness and be done with it. There is a huge part of me that knows I need to do this. He's a liar and has lots of issues. None of them has anything to do with me. Sounds simple enough right? There is this draw there more of a need to just be there for him than anything. Him being in my life has just made it better. I'm more balanced with him. I know when it comes down to it I'll pick me over him. I will not loose myself and through all the craziness I've never changed. I"ve been his stability. I stay in this relationship with him, it's not like I need him for anything. We don't live together and we share nothing. A break up would be a clean break for both of us. The more I type the more I think I'm crazy for ever speaking to him again. On some level I just don't feel like it's over, like there is something else that needs to happen. Am I making any sense? Probally not.
If I'm not in the right spot direct me to the one. I'm just in love and confused and need to vent.