kinda blue today...

urchingirl

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Registered: 04-19-2010

kinda blue today...

23	Thu, 09-23-2010 - 2:56pm

So...today is my EDD from my m/c. And a good friend of ours that had the same due date is in the hospital as we speak getting induced. I'm super happy for them, but it also makes me think about and long once again for the little one we lost. :( Sigh. And there's been a lot of 2T losses on my EC board lately and it's just making me so very sad.

Also, I've been totally having PAL brain this week. I even went to L&D on Monday cuz I thought I was in pre-term labor ( I was having cramping and lower back pain). Bleh. Everything was fine - heard her little heartbeat and I wasn't having contractions.

She's been moving around more and more lately, which is good. But now, of course the past two days, she's been kinda mellow. I just hope she's still doing okay. I can't wait till my next appt a week from Tuesday...

Thanks for listening, ladies!

Signatures On

jencmommy

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Registered: 02-26-2010

In reply to: urchingirl

kinda blue today...

Tue, 09-28-2010 - 1:24pm

Big Hugs to you today Kathryn. I'm sorry that you're feeling blue on your EDD, but it certainly not surprising, especially given your friend's situation. But celebrate that your little girl is doing GREAT and so are you!

I'm so sorry to hear about the losses on your EC too. Reading about other losses is still so painful. I still lurk on TTCAM every day to keep up with our girls, but I just can't read the intros...it really stirs up the pain of loss in me.

Your pregnancy is already at a GREAT point and you are taking great care of yourself and your daughter. Tomorrow can only get better...

Jen--

Pregnant after Valentine's Day loss