feeling slightly better

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Wed, 09-29-2010 - 9:43am
So after we found out Monday we likely have a blighted ovum, I went to work until noon and then had to go home. I cried most of the day and got it out. Even though I knew with my low numbers that it was a long shot, it is still really painful. I'm feeling a lot better today. DH and I talked about it and before this BFP we had decided to take a break if this cycle didn't work. However, I think this BFP actually gave us hope that something can actually implant in my uterus. So I think we will try again when we can. I started having cramps today, but no bleeding. I have another ultrasound Friday and then probably pills to terminate if it doesn't happen naturally before then. Worst case, D & C. I'm OK with it. I know this is natures way of weeding out chromosomal abnormalties...or at least that's what I keep telling myself. I definitley do not think that this time is as bad as last time emotionally, as I had reservations from the beginning...so maybe it gets easier...but hopefully I don't have to find out if it keeps getting easier with each loss.

-Jamie



Me 34, DH 37. TTC since November 2007. Possible miscarriage in January of 2008 (too early for BFP, but all symptoms point to miscarriage). Normal SA in Feb 2009. Later told low motility. HSG showed large (50% of uterus) fundal fibroid in Feb 2009. Hysteroscopically removed in March 2009. Tried to concieve naturally until August 2009. Repeat HSG was normal.





  • 08/09 - 01/10 6 cycles of Clomid and timed BD, all BFN

  • IUI #1, Clomid

-Jamie

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Wed, 09-29-2010 - 10:23am
Oh, and to add insult to injury. One of my co-workers (who announced her pregnancy days after my ectopic) is in labor...boo to these folks who get pregnant in 2 seconds!! I think it was her first cycle of trying...really?!?! I guess I should be happy for people like that, but currently I'm not!

-Jamie



Me 34, DH 37. TTC since November 2007. Possible miscarriage in January of 2008 (too early for BFP, but all symptoms point to miscarriage). Normal SA in Feb 2009. Later told low motility. HSG showed large (50% of uterus) fundal fibroid in Feb 2009. Hysteroscopically removed in March 2009. Tried to concieve naturally until August 2009. Repeat HSG was normal.





  • 08/09 - 01/10 6 cycles of Clomid and timed BD, all BFN

  • IUI #1, Clomid

-Jamie

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Wed, 09-29-2010 - 10:42am

My doctor who (if we can get to that point) would be doing the IVF for us is obviously pregnant.

KayLa (36)... so many fertility issues betweeen DH and I. Diagnosed with Hashimoto's.
TTC naturally since June 2009
IVF #1 November 2010...BFP....early M/C
FET #1 April 2011...BFP...beta 10, 29, 460.
Heartbeat seen via u/s.
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Wed, 09-29-2010 - 1:33pm

Jamie,



I am glad to see that you are trying to take something positive away from it.



I'm also glad that you & DH have not given up hope. Hope is so important in this journey.



I'm so sorry that you are going thru this again. I wish I could wave a magic wand &

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Wed, 09-29-2010 - 2:08pm

Oh Jamie, lots and lots of hugs!


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Wed, 09-29-2010 - 2:42pm

Hey Jamie,



Me - (Amanda 27) My dh-- 26 We have been ttc # 1 for 3yrs 5mths My dh has severe oligospermia, Ivf with icsi is our only option. Ivf # 1--- failed Ivf # 2--- failed Ivf # 3-- hopefully in March 2013 at a new clinic!

 

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Wed, 09-29-2010 - 4:50pm

Jamie,



I am so sorry that you are having to endure so much heartbreak.

Kelly (31) DH (32) TTC Since June 2009 August 2007 - Myomectomy - removed large fibroid on back of uterus January 2010 - HSG reveals "possible" blocked left tube March 2010 - First RE visit (PCOS secondary to CAH diagnosed) April 2010 - October 2010
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Wed, 09-29-2010 - 5:51pm


Jamie, you are really an amazing person. I can't wait for you to get your sticky bean- that baby will be one lucky lil gal/guy. Big hugs to you!

Andrea

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Wed, 09-29-2010 - 6:33pm

Jamie,



Just read your post, so glad you are in better spirits, your positive attitude sure is uplifting.

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Thu, 09-30-2010 - 7:35am

Jamie,

I'm SO SORRY that you have to endure such heartache, but I'm glad that you are feeling a little bit better now. I'm glad that you are able to look at the most positive aspect of this - you CAN get pg! That means you are one step closer to achieving your goal. Take the ample time to grieve for your LO and then you can start again. Big hugs and lots of prayers!

Robin



TTC #1 since Dec 2009





  • Me - 30, DH - 35

  • Endo, possible PCOS, one tube, a body that hates me!

  • February 2002 - cyst removal, left tube severed, discovered Endo

  • June 2010 - ultrasound, no mature follicles

  • July 2010 - HSG, tube partially blocked and/or twisted.

Robin

Mom to 2-year old twin boys, Dawson & Devin

TTC #3

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Thu, 09-30-2010 - 12:17pm

Hello Jamie,



It's been a

Amy


TTC #1 since 2007--M/C  09/2008 *6 wks 3 days (on Clomid), M

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