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Feeling insecure
| Sun, 11-07-2004 - 10:17pm |
I keep getting this insecure feeling. I feel unsafe and yet I know I am ok. I have been shaky and full of anxiety. I have been feeling so bad but I thought I was feeling better. I guess in away I am feeling better. It is hard to explain. I spent the weekend at my bf's and he slept alot which made me even more depressed and I tried staying up late to watch movies and it made me feel worse. I liked the movies but my sleep is already weird. My bf was sweet and took me and bought me a new CD and a DVD I wanted and he also bought me new tennis shoes I needed. Our anniversary when we first met was today, Sunday. We have been together now for 3 years..it seems longer...maybe because of all the ups and downs we have been through. It made me feel better him doing those nice things for me but yet I still have this negativity pulling me down. I hate this. I am trying to give this med adjustment time and being patient but it is hard. I did get some rest this weekend which I think did help. I should give my med adjustment another week or so to see if it is helping. I move up to 200 mg of Lamictal tomorrow. I was at 150mg and then went to 175 and now will go to 200mg. I just took an ativan and my Risperdal so hopefully soon I will start to calm down and be able to go to sleep. I wish this insecure feeling would go away. Where does that crap come from when you have no reason to feel this way?
Hope everyone is well:)
Tina~

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