Dear Morgaine...

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Registered: 04-19-2003
Dear Morgaine...
Thu, 11-11-2004 - 6:01pm
thanks so much for writing to me. Geez, are we twins???LOL! i am SO moody! and the sugar thing-boy, eating sugar puts me thru the roof, and i get so angry, i just want to curse, scream, throw things...what a mess, huh??

yes, we are definitely different, and sometimes, i like being different. what's amazing to me is, that when i am really pissed or sad, i can write some pretty good poetry, and when things are calm, its like that creative window closes. at times, i feel like there's all this "stuff" swirling in my brain, but it can't be released. i have had melodies to songs come to me, but as i can't write music, they vanish. boy, do i sound nuts or what???

tell me who some of the brilliant bipolar people were so i won't feel so alone in this.

i am still in a limbo state as far as trying to discover my passion, for my life's work.

today, i am feeling a bit low, think i'm getting a cold.

i tend to cope with food, which is another problem i'm trying to deal with. just for today, i am going to eat healthy and walk on my treadmill. tiny steps, right??

take care and thanks again!

Nita