AARRGGHH!! Now I'm depressed! Triggers?
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| Sun, 01-02-2005 - 12:30pm |
I think I must have known, in the back of my mind, that something was coming when I started posting here.
It started yesterday. Just around the edges (if you know what I mean, I can't explain it better than that). I've been crying at everything today.
My dh has turned on all the lights in the house because I have seasonal effective disorder. He's so sweet. He'd do anything to help.
My pdoc must have known this was coming because he wrote my last sript. for welbutrin for 3 and day (what I took until 2 months ago) "just in case". At least the 2 most important men in my life care. This is frustrating and scarey because I've been doing so well for so long.
I made it through the holiday! That is usually hard for me since I've had to separate from my family. It's been 10 years but, it is still hard around birthdays and holidays. I am lucky to have very good friends. Not allot of friends but the kind that would lay down their life for you if they thought it would help. That's more than my family would ever have done.
Anyway I'm rambling now...thanks for listening. I'm sure I will be posting more on this...sorry.
Love,
Jamie

Jamie
I think we ALL have a hard time with the holidays, but to be separated from family, even if it by choice or for your own health or whatever the reason, can make it worse. As much as I dislike my family at times, and as crazy as they make me I don't know if I could do the holidays without them. I threaten ALL the time - especially after this year - but am not sure I could do it.
That is VERY sweet that your DH and your pdoc are so conscious of your moods and are helping so much. Take care, hang in there, and cry all you need to...you'll make it through.
{{{HUGS}}}
Tracey
Thanks Tracey,
It helps to know that you're out there.
Love,
Jamie
Love,