I'm alone. trigs?
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I'm alone. trigs?
| Tue, 01-04-2005 - 3:55pm |
I don't honestly think anybody likes me. Not even the people on this board. The only time anyone seems to like me is when I'm doing something for them. I'm sure it's my depression talking to me but, I can't shake the feeling it won't shut up. I'm just afraid...very afraid. I wish I could just go to bed and sleep...sleep my whole life through. I doubt I'd be missed. This feels like the longest day of my life. The minutes are just dragging by. I had to suck it up to talk to a bp/alcholic somewhere else and that even felt fake. I just don't know what to do. Thanks for letting me vent.
Love,
Jamie

Hi Jamie!
Speaking for myself, I think you're awesome. You've helped me out, and you don't even know me! I wish I could help people, but don't even know the first place to start. But I do know how you feel. I've been feeling really isolated and depressed too, and wanting to jsut sleep it all away. Heck, you've read my posts from the past couple of days... we're in the same boat, girl!
Guess I don't know what to say to make it better, except, thanks for being here. Thanks for reaching out to me, and I'm sending millions of hugs your way!
Love,
Beth
Hi Jamie...Sweetheart...you are so special!
Thanks Beth and Keli,
I haven't cried until now! I think it was good for me to post how I was feeling. I needed to open a valve or something. Thanks again.
Love,
Jamie
Love,
Hi Jamie. Sweetie, I don't know you, just came back to the board the other day after a "vacation" of sorts, but I think you're very special. We definitely understand each other here. That's why this board is such a lifeline at times. The vast majority of people will never understant the junk that goes on in our heads, but we all understand each other. It's so hard to feel alone like that, but you AREN'T alone. Maybe you could stop taking care of other folks for the rest of the day and take care of Jamie??? Take a nap, take a bath, eat a good meal, unplug your phone, watch a movie, read a book, call your therapist, paint your toenails, whatever might make you feel a little better.
Big ((((hugs))))
Kristen