I Hate This Disorder SOOOO MUCH!

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Registered: 03-25-2003
I Hate This Disorder SOOOO MUCH!
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Fri, 01-07-2005 - 4:19pm

Ugh...


I hate Bipolar...I really really hate it...


Its cost me so much...I have lost people that I truly love because of it...I feel alone today...very lonely, and very alone...


I want to cry right now...but I'm at work, and I HATE to cry...


Why can't I just have a normal life?

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Registered: 12-20-2004
Fri, 01-07-2005 - 4:35pm

Keli,

I love you back! I hate that all alone feeling. You're not alone. You have me and the others on this site. I'm sorry your going through this. As for the CL hat I didn't reallize that came with super human powers . I think I'll get me one of those. Just because your a cl that doesn't make you any less volnerable (SP?). Remember were all in the boat with you.

Love to you,

Jamie

Love,

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Registered: 04-10-2004
Fri, 01-07-2005 - 5:03pm

Keli, my heart goes out to you baby. Being the CL does not exempt you from all the lovely ups and downs of this wonderful illness. If it did there'd be one hell of a line for the CL position! Don't feel sorry at all for having a bad day. We all have those, and I'm glad you posted to get some of that out. We love you, too, and I hope you feel better. You're not alone, even though I know it sometimes feels that way. We're all in this with you.

Love,
Kristen

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Registered: 04-09-2004
Fri, 01-07-2005 - 9:52pm
Hey, Keli. I agree with the others and just want you to know that I'm thinking of you. Amanda
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Registered: 09-01-2004
Fri, 01-07-2005 - 11:04pm

Keli,


I wish our CL hat came with "magical powers" that exempted us from mood swings, but we know that ain't so!

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Registered: 01-06-2005
Fri, 01-07-2005 - 11:22pm
Just because you help run the show doesn't mean you aren't entitled to express your feelings! that's what we are here for and that what makes you the person for the job. Mucho hugs from me a newbie! champs need love too ya know. you can scream in my ear anytime you want! just be prepared to put your hat back on when i scream right back! i don't call myself crazy optimist for nuttin!
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Registered: 11-18-2003
Sat, 01-08-2005 - 12:17am




keli,


i feel so bad for you right now. as new as i am to this i know some of

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Registered: 02-06-2004
Sat, 01-08-2005 - 1:37am

Keli

You have every right to need our help just as much as you have helped us. I'll be right here waiting to help anyway I can.

Hugs,

Amanda/Schitz

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