Gonna EXPLODE!!!!!! trigs!
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Gonna EXPLODE!!!!!! trigs!
| Mon, 01-10-2005 - 1:44pm |
I feel so many emotions right now (mainly anger) that I am about to completely go off the deep end. I am soooooooo angry that I can't concentrate enough to do my job, at the insurance company, at my supervisors, at myself. I am having the most INTENSE mood swings I have EVER had with absolutely no control over them. I am very worried that I can't hold it together long enough to see new doc. Found out I have to see my new primary care physician BEFORE I can see new doc. I just can't sit still. I am throwing things at my desk, stomping around and on the verge of angry tears. What the heck brought THIS on?! I am just about to SCREAM. At the moment I want to just crawl into a hole and forget everything! Earlier today I was in histerical laughter. Now I feel like my skins coming off! Grrrrrr! These drastic swings are really wearing me out! I've tried everthing to get them to stop or at least slow down.
I could vent all day, but I'll make myself stop now.
Sorry so negative today!
Jodie
I could vent all day, but I'll make myself stop now.
Sorry so negative today!
Jodie

Jodie,
Hi! Don't be sorry about being negative. We all go though this. I'm just sorry you have to go though it any time. Did you make an appt. with the gpdoc so you can get your appt. with the pdoc? You sound like you're rapid cycling and that is truly awful. I wish I had some words of wisdom to tell how to stop it. The only way I know is to go to the pdoc and get on the right meds. I'm sure you noticed from the board posts it can take a while for them to level out. The sooner you get to see that pdoc the better. Your GPdoc might be able to give you something for the mean time. My Nurse Practioner (MY gp) was the one that started me on zyprexa when I needed something and couldn't find a pdoc. It's worth a try. If you haven't called and made that appt., call now before you do another thing.
Love and {{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}} to you,
Jamie
Love,