Have the appt today--STRESS!!!
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Have the appt today--STRESS!!!
| Thu, 01-13-2005 - 9:25am |
ACK!
The pdoc office called back today and I have an appt for today at 2:15. With a female doctor. I don't normally relate well to a female pdoc, but I haven't had one since I was 13 so perhaps it will be OK. She may understand my obession with my infertility. I am sooo nervous. But I didn't panic over the phone! It's a good thing I am going today though. I am so busy freaking out here at work, their tolerance is wearing very thin. I need to get some sort of protection against being fired before it's too late. It took me nearly 3 hours just to sign in to the darn computer systems. A task that while hypomanic, took only seconds. On top of that, one of the supervisors has redirected all new hire questions to me. That's about 15 people. I couldn't tell her..."Well, I can't do it, I am too busy trying not to become too hysterical". She'd probably find a way to fire me in an instant. Now I just need to fake my way through the rest of the day. I do this by hiding in the bathroom. Hope I can make it without getting in trouble!
Jodie
The pdoc office called back today and I have an appt for today at 2:15. With a female doctor. I don't normally relate well to a female pdoc, but I haven't had one since I was 13 so perhaps it will be OK. She may understand my obession with my infertility. I am sooo nervous. But I didn't panic over the phone! It's a good thing I am going today though. I am so busy freaking out here at work, their tolerance is wearing very thin. I need to get some sort of protection against being fired before it's too late. It took me nearly 3 hours just to sign in to the darn computer systems. A task that while hypomanic, took only seconds. On top of that, one of the supervisors has redirected all new hire questions to me. That's about 15 people. I couldn't tell her..."Well, I can't do it, I am too busy trying not to become too hysterical". She'd probably find a way to fire me in an instant. Now I just need to fake my way through the rest of the day. I do this by hiding in the bathroom. Hope I can make it without getting in trouble!
Jodie

Jodie,
I'll have my fingers crossed for you not to get in trouble.
I'm very excited for you to be going to the pdoc today. I haven't had a female pdoc since I first start all this. I have had female tdocs and that went well. I'm hoping for the best for you. Let us know how it goes.
Love,
Jamie
Love,
((((jodie)))) sending good luck and positive vibes to you for a good visit.
Jodie,
Hopefully you will love your new pdoc!