You're no where near a bad person. A bad person wouldn't even be questioning if they were a bad person or not. They wouldn't care.
I think you are thinking rather reaonably. You're a person with an illness and kids to look after. Anyone would consider their limitation. There's nothing unreasonable in that. You may be bp but, you are still human.
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I hope your Mom comes through all of this safly. You take care of you.
You are worried about your mom and the safest place for you to go is to let the survival instinct kick in--in your case it's that much stronger because your kids "survival" depends on your "survival".
I'm thinking that you are SO used to taking care of everybody else, that you've really forgotten what it's like to take care of you.
Traci,
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I wish there was something I could do to make it better.
(((Traci)))
You are not a bad person. It may feel a bit selfish but it is important for you to think about yourself sometimes.
Love, hugs, and prayers,
Amanda
Traci,
You're no where near a bad person. A bad person wouldn't even be questioning if they were a bad person or not. They wouldn't care.
I think you are thinking rather reaonably. You're a person with an illness and kids to look after. Anyone would consider their limitation. There's nothing unreasonable in that. You may be bp but, you are still human.
{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
I hope your Mom comes through all of this safly. You take care of you.
Love,
Jamie
Love,
Traci,
You are worried about your mom and the safest place for you to go is to let the survival instinct kick in--in your case it's that much stronger because your kids "survival" depends on your "survival".
I'm thinking that you are SO used to taking care of everybody else, that you've really forgotten what it's like to take care of you.