Haven't been around... (triggers)
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Haven't been around... (triggers)
| Wed, 02-02-2005 - 4:42pm |
...lately, been lurking as usual, but things are going bad...
I'm cutting 3-4 times a day and I'm not eating. I hate myself. I really hate myself. My therapist is trying to stop the slide. I'm gonna see a new (and expensive) pdoc on the 16th.
I keep thinking about my weight and how no one will ever love me this way...and I dearly want to have another partner someday (I'm divorced and a single parent).
Things happened when I was young but I can't remember them...did they relly happen?
I'm just soooo confused and sliding into the blackness....
Rowan

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Wow Rowan that poem is amazing. I can really relate (although I could never write it so eloquently). Keep writing those poems. Even though mine suck I keep writing because it seems to help.
Lots of hugs and love,
Amanda
(edit...apparantly I can't even spell my name lol)
Edited 2/4/2005 12:28 am ET ET by schitz
Thanks for the suggestions....and hugs, Morgaine.
Rowan
Thanks for the kind words!
Hugs,
Rowan
Thanks Rowan,
I didn't know how much I needed that hug until I got it.
Love,
Jamie
Love,
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