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| Tue, 02-08-2005 - 12:20pm |
Hey yall...well pdoc did not call me, but I had a msg on my work phone where they called something in for me. I'm not sure what. I'm going in about 45 minutes to pick it up. I hope it helps me calm down and sleep.
I have a wake to attend tonight. I'm feeling like crap, this is not something I want to attend. Not that I have to act happy, I just want to crawl into bed or on my couch with my diet pepsi and Marlboro's. Seems that my year, (not just my week) has turned out to be against me. 2005 was suppose to be my year and I've literally been sick every single day of it. Not a good sign in my book. If it isn't bp, it was the flu, stomach virus, a full body rash due to nerves, you can only imagine (I HOPE AND PRAY you aren't going through this) the mess I'm in on top of everything else. Not to mention (this is a little funny) I have a HUGE scab from blowing my nose so much, it is quite visible from my nostril. LOL, not good either. Tonight I'm sure my nieces will call me booger head or something.
But......at least pdoc called me in something. Ticks me totally off that he could not call me. I would have felt so much better to have spoken with him. Better than nothing I guess, and nothing is what I was getting until the msg this morning.
Well, that is my day so far.......not to mention I'm ready to scream or throw something again.
Carla

Carla,
Well I'm glad your pdoc's finally got off their tails and called you something in. I still feel like you should probably start shopping around for a new one. It's been 5 days! What did he finally order for you?
Don't be too down on 2005 yet! It's only the second month. This year might just surprise you. It has started off pretty bad for you. That scab sounds like the icing on the Cake. LoL! You can only go up from here.
Sorry you feel like screeming and throughing something. Hopefully some sleep tonight will help. {{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}
Love,
Jamie
Love,
Carla