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I'm safe
| Fri, 02-11-2005 - 10:18am |
Thanks to everyone for everything last night and always. For updates see my visions and voices post and anyone here post.
I'm at school now and although I don't think I'm going to my tutorials at least i am safer here. I don't have any blades or pills...unfortunately that means not even today's. My pillbox wasn't filled for today...for some reason i did it friday last week in stead of sunday so i didn't get fri-sun filled for this week. and for one i wasn't thinking about doing that last night or this morning and for two i definately shouldn't have done it last night. I wouldn't even take a sleeping pill at 3am to try and sleep because i was just so afraid that i couldn't even trust myself.
amanda


Amanda:
I'm glad you are safe this morning. I know I said it last night, but I think you should consider bringing your family up to date on your BP. It is really difficult, but they could help you A LOT if they knew what was going on and learned about it.
You are a very intelligent and strong person - especially to be able to do this alone for so long. Getting help won't make you weak - it is more of a strength to know when to ask for help.
Stay safe!!
Tracey
hi amanda,
i'm thinking of you and sending you GIGANTIC HUGS!!!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((AMANDA)))))))))))))))))))))))
love you girl!
beth
(((((Amanda))))),
Glad to hear you are safe and I want you to continue to be so!