not sure what is going on right now...
Find a Conversation
not sure what is going on right now...
| Fri, 02-18-2005 - 7:36am |
My concentration is down to about 2%. I literally work frantically for about 45 minutes at work before the rest of the day is down the tubes. I work so "hysterically" during those 45 or so minutes that I accompolish two days goals during that time. But, alas, while I am able to find my goal easily right now, the little details escape me and I always get a lot of errors which kills my "quality". I can't tell if this is manic or depressive or what! I really don't know how I feel now, but each day sitting at work becomes agonizing. I am aware of nearly every slooow minute if you know what I mean. Time just crawls. The only thing that helps even for a while is to become totally enmeshed in my fantasy world...becoming my character. Yesterday I spent nearly 3 hours in the bathroom "fantazing". I'm going to get in trouble! But even that has me restless now. I'm not sure what would help that part. Meds, therapy, or nothing? I see my pdoc today and I'll TRY to discuss with her how I feel. But the words in my mind don't quite come out of my mouth the way I'd like.
I guess I'll try to do something productive this morning.
OK...whining over!
Jodie
I guess I'll try to do something productive this morning.
OK...whining over!
Jodie

Jodie,
Sounds like MANIA to me!
Jodie,
Try writing everything down for the pdoc.
Love,