PANIC UGH
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| Mon, 02-21-2005 - 10:13pm |
I am so messed up right now. I am having severe panic attacks. I am shaking all over and I feel like I can barely breath. I don't know why I am going through this panic and anxiety all the time but I have had enough of it. I am getting so depressed. My life feels like it is out of control. My mom almost dying last week hasn't helped me even though she is doing better now I am so afraid for her and afraid of losing her. I am afraid of everything lately. The future scares me. I don't know what is happening to my brain but I am flipping out tonight. My mind is racing and I feel panic. When I think I am calm and doing ok I end up having a panic attack. And OMG, mornings are the worst for me but tonight has been hell. I feel lightheaded and dizzy. I don't know what is happpening to me but I want it to stop. I keep pushing myself to do the things I need to do but I keep feeling like it is killing me to move. I am paralized by this anxiety and panic. Ii go to my new tdoc on Wednesday. I don't go to my new pdoc until March 8th unless someone cancels and I can get in earlier. I wish I could just think positive thoughts and all this will go away but it doesn't seem to help. At least not right now. I don't feel like I am making any sense so I will stop writing.
Tina~

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Carla
Tina,
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I'm so very sorry you feel like this.
Love,